Easter camp...

sigh..dont know why..all of a sudden...i miss melbourne...its like..dont know..was just reading the report of bob and jasmine..which i havent read previously..it just brings back fond memories...sigh..it was soo good in melbourne..better then singapore..definitely...most of my good friends in singapore are non-christians..they dont see my perspective..and im soo scared of been a bad testimony...which im sure i am..God help me...even my christian friends..and cell grp..its so different from in melbourne...sigh...its all rushing back..the good times..the times where i could worship God together with freedom..the time...yeah..when im so myself...with OCFERS..God..i tihank you for bringing me there..i just soo love the place..sigh..LORD..take me to the place of rest.and joy.that i had...tell me what u want me to do for my life..i love u LORD...yeah...melbourne..i will never forget you....Lord use me as ur servant...help me to understand ur purposes..and lord..grant me THAT ONE DESIRE ...pls Lord...