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Portugal just lost to greece 2-1...wat a pathetic performance by the host nation.oh well..its been quite a while since i wrote my blog..and yet again im at my friend's house.watching soccer..talking bout girls...girls..the bane of a guy's life..and yet is also the missing piece in life's jigsaw puzzle...it always puzzles me..why my group of secondary school friends are always so...distraught and perturbed by girls...most of us..well at least the ones i mix more often..always are mystified by what girls want..and yeah...we dont seem to be able to get into a proper relationship..or ..hm..i really dont know wat to say..we soemtimes act like secondary school kids..going town to look at girls..i mean...for me..im soo past that stage...but yeah..they are still dwellnig in such things..sigh...how can it be ..that u connect so powerfully with one person...and are so crazy over that person..and when u thought feelnig are mutual..and things are progressing well...they break your heart...tv has always portrayed that guys are vile creatures.sleeping ard..breaking girls heart..but...sigh..sadly...expereince tell me...girls are the ones breaking guy's heart now...emotions..feelings...these are tools for a relationship..these are ..what are they? its so warped...as a christian...i claim God's love is enough...but in actual fact..there is a longing for sometnig..someone...the joy of been in numbing love doesnt overide the fact that the pain and ache of a separation is nonetheless excruiating...but why do pple aka my friends..want do go over all the hassle and trouble and pain just to have those emotions and feelings for someone...sigh...bane..and yet the missing puzzle...i seem warped again...Joshua Harris's I Kissed Dating Goodbye..its..so utopic i reckon...but its not impossible..oh God...help my friends and I of cos...though we may not be the gorgeous ac guys we were suppose or thought to be..im sure we are pple of more character then some of our more gorgeous contemporaries...oh Lord..Heal the Broken Hearted...yeah...and Lord thank you for the bible study we had..it was fantabulous..use me..and use the cell grp to better spred your word..grant us understanding when we are confuse.....sigh...the heart aches..the mind remembers...the body longs...the touch unforgettable....y lord? emotions are such powerful powerful 'force'...help!