SALVATION IS HERE!

This is the week where im expecting to get my results....all i can say is im feeling THY WILL BE DONE...its like 1250am now...my heart is bursting...i dont know how to describe...like my whole being wants to worship...Im listening to SALVATION IS HERE! its here indeed...God you are King...continute to be the King of my life...oh Lord..i Worship You..Salvation is here.....SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME.....SALVATION IS HERE.. COS YOU ARE THE LIGHT AND YOU LIVE IN ME...Lord take me..Use me for all you want...Lord i love you...Lord USE ME...SALVATION IS HERE...Lord thy will be done...1 Peter 1:15 says 'but like the Holy One who called you, be Holy yourselves also in your behaviour; 16 because it is written,' YOU SHALL BE HOLY, FOR I AM HOLY.' It goes on to talk about how we are not redeemed by perishable things like gold or silver but by Jesus's blood...pure,precious and unblemished...that was the price..RICHARD DAWKINS YOU DONT KNOW WHAT URE TALKING ABOUT...God is real..and He died for you..Lord use me as you see fit...be it in medicine...or bible school..pauper..rich...or anything..Lord Use me..teach me to be humble and seek U only..Lord all my lusts..immoralities..take it away..dont let it hinder me from worshipping You...Lord USE ME ....SALVATION LIVES IN ME! Lord allow me to continue to grow in knowleedge to expound your truth...SALVATION IS HERE! Worsihp You...Do not let me conformed any longer to the patter of this world but be transformed by the renewing of my mind so that i may test your will, your good perfect will...SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME~~~

SALVATION IS HERE!

This is the week where im expecting to get my results....all i can say is im feeling THY WILL BE DONE...its like 1250am now...my heart is bursting...i dont know how to describe...like my whole being wants to worship...Im listening to SALVATION IS HERE! its here indeed...God you are King...continute to be the King of my life...oh Lord..i Worship You..Salvation is here.....SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME.....SALVATION IS HERE.. COS YOU ARE THE LIGHT AND YOU LIVE IN ME...Lord take me..Use me for all you want...Lord i love you...Lord USE ME...SALVATION IS HERE...Lord thy will be done...1 Peter 1:15 says 'but like the Holy One who called you, be Holy yourselves also in your behaviour; 16 because it is written,' YOU SHALL BE HOLY, FOR I AM HOLY.' It goes on to talk about how we are not redeemed by perishable things like gold or silver but by Jesus's blood...pure,precious and unblemished...that was the price..RICHARD DAWKINS YOU DONT KNOW WHAT URE TALKING ABOUT...God is real..and He died for you..Lord use me as you see fit...be it in medicine...or bible school..pauper..rich...or anything..Lord Use me..teach me to be humble and seek U only..Lord all my lusts..immoralities..take it away..dont let it hinder me from worshipping You...Lord USE ME ....SALVATION LIVES IN ME! Lord allow me to continue to grow in knowleedge to expound your truth...SALVATION IS HERE! Worsihp You...Do not let me conformed any longer to the patter of this world but be transformed by the renewing of my mind so that i may test your will, your good perfect will...SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME~~~

Still waiting

Man..im still waiting...its the 26th of October....argh...almost 3 and a half weeks since my interview...why hasnt the reply come!!!! Lord please please.....let me get in!! Dont put through all this emotional upheaval just to close the door.....its really eating into me...not knowing what YOUR plans are... PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! LORD LET ME IN!!!!!!!!!!!!! but all this said..THY WILL BE DONE...more importantly i want to be in your will...irregardless of how disappointed i will get...Your Truth be ingrained in me!! Lord RAIN DOWN ON ME!...

Prayer

Ok...im listening to one of my all time United Live song...ALL DAY....it really typifies how i feel..i want to serve God all my life...in whatever i do..every being of me wants to serve Him..though at times..no..not at time..many times i fall into sin...many times i disgrace God...innately..i want to Love Him and read His word..meditate Him..and worship Him...God you are so Good. You are the King of all Truth..You bring Life to everyone...you are GOD....meaningless is life without You...Show me more of your glory..Show me your purpose in my life...Words cannot express my gratitude ...Lord I love you...my heart is bursting with songs...let me speak in tongues and in languages that give you all honour and all glory...Lord of Lords...King of Kings..Prince of Peace....Forgive me all my sins..that i have committed...yet to commit....Lord i Commit my life to you...Lord i pray this blog is not a blog of boast..but one that truly reflects how i feel about You...to all the strangers who reads this blog..know that Jesus Christ is THE GOD...the only way to salvation... He loves you...if He can love me...He can love you....King of all Kings..SALVATION IS HERE...Lord teach me to be like Abraham to walk in faith....teach me to be like David...a man after your own heart...Lord teach me to be like Isaiah who was so humble...HERE I AM SEND ME...Lord teach me to have a heart and mind of Paul..who considered all things lost...Lord teach me to be like the person you want me to be...HELP ME..SAVE ME LORD...YOU ARE TE KING OF KINGS..LORD OF LORDS...I WORSHIP YOU...SALVATION IS HERE...SALVATION IS HERE AND HE LIVES IN ME...SALVATION IS HERE...SALVATION IS HERE AND HE SET ME FREE! Lord i want to pray for dawn...lord i beseech you to bless her..keep her..and for her to forgive me...Lord i pray for my aunties...Lord that they may come to know you...i claim what was set forth in Acts 16:31..Lord i pray for my parents...i thank you for parents that long to seek you and give you their all...Lord i thank you for Pastor stewart...for mentoring me..for been a great counsellor....Lord let me worship you !!!

Waiting

Its 1310 on a friday afternoon. Listening to Li Jun Jie's song..hmm..its pretty sweet about love...lest you think im dwelling into emotional mumbo jumbo im not....its e third day since i finished army, i have to admit, it definitely is a bit of anticlimax, considering i have been clearing leave like since first week of september..oh well...army..well..thats another post... i have been going through an enormous emotional upheaval the past few days.. a past relationship just came back to haunt me...it was eating into my..to find out she has changed so much...on my part...there has been no closure...and it sucks...but God is faithful and He taught me to manage my emotions..again that is another story for another time...well...its been almost 2 weeks since i got the invitation for the interview..i went for it..last tuesday...did not go as well i thought it would be..it was soo simple..and yet i was stumped...man..sigh..anyway..whats really been bugging me is...when i thought i was so clear that i was suppose to go Bible College..God gave me that interview...well...as i have been telling all my friends..i dont even know anything anymore...but all i want to do is to serve Him with all my life..cos without God..there is no peace..only guilt and wretchedness in my life..i as a human being is so unworthy and as a christian even more unworthy as i see my life develop...time and time i have given in to my wanton desires...only God has been so faithful and so dear to forgive..but of course i know that God is a just God too...well...i know ive been so abrupt...but yeah...i have been praying about getting the place at UQ...its been my prayer ever since i got the interview...my auntie and mom has confidence i will get it..but yeah..all the reassurances does not settle my heart...i need to know!! I would be totally blown away if i got the opportunity to do it..cos yeah...its been on my heart ever since like...university..but yeah...if it is not God's will...i dont want to do it...i cannot fathom life without God...its just...too warped....all my identity is in Him..only He understands and can forgive me...but yet...man...i soooo badly want to be a doctor...its like driving me nuts..and my constant prayer...yeah...but ultimately i want to be where He wants me to be...i know there is a calling to ministry..but other then that i know there is calling..the rest seems soo distant and difficult...i dont want to bitch about how bad my life is..cos it aint..compared to the rest...but yeah...each individual life is fraught with difficulties and struggles...man been a christian is so tough..but yet so joyful and so whole...LORD WE NEED YOU...I want to take this opportunity to praise this GOD..who is the TRUE GOD..the Truth..who is HOLY, JUST and EVER LOVING...yeah..my thoughts are just random at the moment..i just want to live in the truth..man..i hate my body..which is subjected to all the temptations...ok....back to my struggles....if i get the offer....everything seems to come into place...if i dont get..which i have a feeling i wont...im afraid i will be devastated..i know i wont curse God or denouce Him or anything..but yeah...everything is torn apart...i know God wants to humble me and all....oh well...THY WILL BE DONE IN MY LIFE.